12 days till my birthday. The weather is beautiful today. The sun has been shining all day long. I am done with school, so I can take some rest. Perfect? No.
I find myself wandering around.. trying to find something useful to do. Just trying to find anything to do.. I have been working and spend my morning with an important appointment. But now it is evening and I am free to do whatever I want. And all I have been doing is thinking.. reading in my bible (only a little) and knowing that I am tired..
Ow my heart and soul know that it would have been so much better if I would have been spending my evening with You..
But why do I not do, what I know is best for me?